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Josh left for his trip today. It was incredibly sad to see him go. I want to hope the best and I’ll be praying for him every minute he’s there as well as for the others he’s travelling with. I was so proud of myself that I didn’t cry, but that was most likely because Steven came along to say goodbye and I know he would’ve never let me hear the end of it. I definitely cried on the phone last night where Josh quietly reminded me he had made a promise to marry me and damn sure wasn’t going to break that promise. “I have too much to live for to die there,” he told me. It was so sweet and I just want to know that he’ll be safe and taken care of and come home to me so I can smother him with sloppy kisses. He took the photobook I made for him with him so that he can look at it if he starts to miss me or home in general. I also slipped him a note for after I left that simply said, “you’re the pizza of my eye” which is a lyric from a song that reminds him of me he’s said. We were actually listening to it together in the car over the weekened and he started to cry. I love that boy so much. He better come home to me.